Believe It Or Not

I though of a word to describe life-, unfortunately I couldn’t pick one. Is it because life is truly a process of wonders or it is too general to define? I just stopped thinking for a while to have that spare time to relax.

When I just remembered what my friends told me, I’m too quiet to corporate my ideas yet I’m too frank pertaining my emotions. It’s an obvious contrary between mind and heart, thoughts and feelings, perspectives and sensitivity. For me to realize who I am.

I do flatter when those who know me by name say I’m shy and kind. When actually that’s the first impression I’m hearing the time they open up. While my constant companions would describe me as sweet, behave and nice.

Childish, cheerful and dependent, that’s what my friends say about me and sometimes I want to believe. I’m touched when my close friends say that I almost have everything when actually I feel so incomplete.

But what I’m amazed of is when some do say that I am a brat, war freak, flirt and confident right straightly to me yet smile on me and hug me sincerely. I guess I don’t need to have that good image just to be accepted. Surprisingly, some just shows their admirations on me as I never give up on anything, too frank on what I’m feeling and know how to handle others’ ideas, emotions and behaviors.

I’m too overwhelmed to be just true as me with much liberty and innocence. And so I learned top answer the question: “What makes you to be like that?” and I answer: “I am what I am because I believe that I am so and others appreciated me more than what I know.”

Something that I don’t need to explain and from that moment of tranquility I have known what is life, life is something that is good nor bad, easy nor hard, successful nor failure. Life is simply worth- believing. Beyond its imperfections, life is a belief that people must accept and appreciate